The story of her life

Alive, still.

It has been so long since the last time I wrote in. This place used to be where I do my spitting, rambling where I express myself the best. Somehow, I think I've successfully overcome depression and still, trying to cope with my panic attack. Life hasn't been easy with depression. My mood changes all the time, sometimes I am happy, sometimes I am quiet and some other time I am depressed or sad. Well, let's say, everybody is laughing happily and the other minute, I am quiet, thinking about something that pull me behind. Anxiety attach, HAHA! I have this since I was a little kid. I am always panic, even over small little things! When panic attacks, my body will start shivering terribly. No joke! I can't even speak or laugh nor anything!

Life was so sucky having to encounter this every single day. Anyway, I thought that a person should always be thankful for everything then happiness follows. Today, I am feeling glad, happy and contented for who I am and what I am. The feeling of insecure and disappointment should be abolished. College started one week ago and I would say that it was so-so only. But the people there were quite friendly, not to mention a beautiful lady I met during orientation who was so friendly and bubbly :) She is trustworthy and not selfish kinda person. Oh yes, I always judge people in the early episode -.-

There were people who I just can't stare for even a second, they were sacrastic, arrogant and these people usually will laugh off at people's ass, you see ----

Study skill assignment! Timetable, weekly to-do list and semester timetable! I did two and was quite satisfy with it until my classmate Navin told me that marks will be counted based on the assingment given. So, no choice, I want to redo everything just to make myself happy in order not to loss the feeling of 'secure'. Good night people.

Love and regards,
Nai Hung.